I haven’t left the house now for almost 13 weeks. It feel like the loneliness and isolation are slowly killing me! Alison has been coming to visit me in my garden once or twice a week since the end of April. Technically not adhering to shielding guidelines, but when your sanity and life is at […]
Month: May 2020
I am finally starting to find myself

I am finally starting to find myself. I’ve been seeing my counsellor every week for a year, 5 times a week for the last month. I feel really bad, I hate it that she thinks I need so much of her time. At the same time I am so grateful to her. She is not […]
Disappointments and Perfection!

I am sure there are easier ways to earn a living than offering therapy to someone like me. My counsellor must have patience in abundance, I am such hard work. I try so hard not to be, however I fail miserably. Being stuck in isolation means so many more hours alone, analysing and criticizing, my […]