Yesterday I felt such intense sadness from Heidi (my therapist), her words, her eyes and something in her voice really affected me. It may have been frustration, which is far more understandable, but it felt like sadness. It was the first time I had spoken to Heidi since being told the diagnosis. For the last […]
Month: October 2020
The diagnosis – psychiatric assessment
Having a psychiatric assessment felt like I had failed in both my quest to prove I do not have mental health issues, and as a human. Within the first couple of minutes he said he had a fair idea of what the problem was, the report sent to him by Heidi had given him a […]
Seeking help – psychological assessment
I reluctantly have to accept that seeking help is the only way forward. Today I spoke to Heidi about the episode that recently encountered. It terrified me, I even considered going to A&E (see Suicidal and Sectioned) like I did all of those years ago. Heidi advised that I need more help than she can […]