Seeking help – psychological assessment

I reluctantly have to accept that seeking help is the only way forward. Today I spoke to Heidi about the episode that recently encountered. It terrified me, I even considered going to A&E (see Suicidal and Sectioned) like I did all of those years ago. Heidi advised that I need more help than she can […]

Having an ‘Episode’

I’ve just returned from a four day ‘episode’. I call it episode in the absence of having a more appropriate word to describe it. Another way to describe it would be a suicidal meltdown. I was already struggling, then a call with my therapist was the final straw. Heidi is the therapist that I have […]

Do I have Borderline Personality Disorder?

I started this week having a “meltdown” and it ended with my being distraught and confused. I’m left wondering if Heidi’s – and my – suspicion that I may have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is unfounded. I always question my sanity, but it’s far worse at the moment. I can’t help wishing that I hadn’t […]