Only those that have found someone who has attempted to take their own life through hanging will know the true horror. Years on I am still traumatised by finding my husband hanging on our stairs. I was treated for PTSD at the time. Although it has got easier with time, it is something that still terrifies me. Just writing that has cause me to shake and feel such fear. I am not ready to write about it yet. When I have managed to discuss it with my counsellor I will come back and write about it.