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I am Human and I am a Woman!

Posted on June 6, 2020October 17, 2020by The Darkest Knight

This may sound stupid; everyone knows what they look like right? But I am not sure that I do! For I cannot bear to see myself in the mirror, I dash past it and into the shower. Once the mirror is masked in steam I am invisible. Other times I stand away from the sink to […]

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I lost my brother

Posted on November 12, 2018December 1, 2019by The Darkest Knight

What started as a normal dreary autumn day, turned out to be the worst day of my life. Sunday afternoon watching TV when I received a phone call, my brother had collapsed, his heart had stopped. The paramedics had managed to restart his heart, he had been rushed to hospital, he was in a bad […]

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